I got these thoughts last night.

Last night. Insomnia. These are one of my thinking nights.

yeah.

Firstly, I decided to give up on her. She isn't worth it. It's been 2 years. 2 FREAKIN YEARS! And she doesn't even give a damn about what i think or what i feel. So? Why so persistent? should have given up decades ago. no? Because i still sense a tiny bit of hope she keeps on giving me. Come on man! If u don't want to accept me, just say it to my face. You IDIOT.

Just like the malay proverb "sepandai-pandai tupai melompat akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga." I'm like the squirrel who is getting shot by hundreds of hunters but none of the bullet hits me. So I choose to climb back down myself. Before i get SHOT.

Unlike some of you guys who can say: I MISS HER/HIM!!

Well. I don't even have a her to begin with. dang. Sucks to be me. don'tcha think?

Basically, thats the main problem of my insomnia.

To be continued when I have insomnia again.

thank you.